July and August, 1848

July 4, 2010

[Singleton spent most of July and August, 1848, in Ireland. His diary entry is one continuous narrative covering the period from 4th July until 18th August.]

July 4th, Tuesday

I wanted to be off at 6 o’clock, in order to get to Didcot in time for train to reach Liverpool before sailing of packet for Kingstown, – thus saving a day. I was anxious to have Morning Prayer before, and yet was a little reluctant to get people up soon enough. Still Sub-Warden had no doubt, so we had service at 5 ¼ o’clock without difficulty, and I accomplished all I wanted.

I felt very much fagged after I reached Ireland, and was 2 or 3 weeks before I felt any fresher, to signify. Slept a good deal in the daytime, and by degrees came round. A whole year’s increasing toil, and anxiety, with insufficient sleep at night, is enough to knock up any one. However, have good cause for thankfulness that one held out so well, and that the chapel service was never once interrupted.

Wrote to Nugent Wade soon after my getting to Kingstown, remonstrating in the strongest way against Gabbett’s being received at Stackallan, and absolutely turned into a Teacher. Also complaining of the sad defect of discipline; – adding that neither Sewell nor oneself could feel any true confidence so long as the present weak government lasted. He replied that he had mentioned the case to Todd, who agreed with him very decidedly in the main, and had written to Morton about the matter of Gabbett, who took what he said very well, but answered, that he (Morton) had always understood that Gabbett had apologised to me. Tood said that as to public acknowledgement of his offence, though he believed Gabbett was ready to do even this, it appeared to be unwise to resuscitate an angry controversy. Wade added that, as to discipline, he would soon be going over to Ireland, where he would look carefully into the matter; and that, by and bye, in his capacity of honorary fellow, he would have considerable influence, even in internal concerns. To this I replied that Gabbett had never made me an apology, which could deserve the name, – for though he confessed regret for some things he had done, – he charge me with treating him ill: – in fact, wrote in such a way that I could not take any notice of his letter. Further, that, though it might be true that it would be undesirable to awake once more a newspaper strife, – it was perfectly plain that an expelled fellow should never be received into his College again, – still less, – be restored to the office of teacher. That however private intercourse might be resumed on true repentance, such a mark of public confidence, – the public being ignorant of the change, was simply monstrous; – that I could answer for myself, and I thought for Sewell too, that we would never raise a finger for the College, – if this proceeding was to be countenanced.

Paid a visit during vacation to Templeshanbo, [in County Wexford] where I found that the discipline of Stackallan was even worse than I thought. It appears that Mr Stevenson was very popular with the boys, and had great influence, so that some of them had become Repealers, so far as striplings can be said to be patriots or rebels. One, at least, had become so, to my own personal knowledge. When he was expelled, the boys absolutely accompanied him all the way to gate with cheers.

Guns and pistols were tolerated, – and one boy blew himself up with gunpowder, and was very severely hurt. Another fell off an ass, and broke his arm. Now, making every allowance for exaggeration, authority and order, and law and wisdom, are evidently at a very low ebb. It is quite clear that matters must sooner or later come to a crisis. Reverence seems to be gone; the boys turn the Warden himself, and all the Fellows, into ridicule. If the College is to be kept standing, something must be done to remedy this disastrous state of things.

During Vacation had a gratifying proof from one of the students to the effect of St Peter’s upon him. Alfred Hill wrote me a letter to say that he had heard that Ireland was in a very disturbed state, and that therefore he and his brother were very anxious to hear of my health and safety, begging of me to be so good as to write and let them know. Yet he was the first boy flogged after the College began, for the ‘emente’ mentioned at the beginning of last term. They were both warned that they would be sent away unless they improved very decidedly and very soon. They are now, both of them, good boys, and we have got fond of them, especially Stanton.

[13th August] Left home on Saturday evening the 13th August, got up to London on Monday evening, slept at Bloomsbury Square, at Henry Sewell’s; – not at home, but came next day. Had a talk about Sackallan and its discipline. Very sorry to hear of the state of things, for takes a high view of the majesty of law, and the immense moment of obedience. Wade does not, unfortunately, see matters in the same strong light that we do. Henry Sewell and I agreed that Morton was in the way of management and success, – and that it would be a good thing if he were to retire from any cause.

[14th August] Agreed to return to Henry Sewell after I had been at Rochester, whither I was strongly pressed to go by Mr Day, (father of our boy) and which I consented to do in a great measure with the view of going on to Canterbury. Mr and Mrs Day very glad to see me, – in fact, seemed to think it quite a compliment that one should pay them a visit at all. Much pleased with their son, as he is with the College.

[15th August] Next day went by omnibus to Canterbury, and on the following visited St Augustine’s. All the buildings at present proposed have been completed. The three sides of the quadrangle have a good effect, – especially the dormitory. The building that meets your eye on coming under the grand old gateway is the most imposing by far in the entire group, which turns out to be the library. The chapel proves a very much smaller structure, in fact, far too small for their object, and I do not see how it can be extended. The truth is, – it has been the offspring of mere sentiment. The site was exactly occupied in former times by the Abbot’s private chapel, and therefore it must be exactly occupied by the College chapel now, – in disregard of the obvious fact, that what might have been ample for a single, private family, might be insufficient for a numerous society. Even as it is, the limits are too narrow for the number which their buildings can accommodate. The wood-work in it, and in fact everywhere else, is very poor and ill carved, though of oak. The Warden’s chair in the Hall is a fine old thing, – the best I ever saw.

The students’ chambers are small, and studiously comfortless. I don’t believe that people become a whit better fitted for missionaries by having a small hole for their bed, and a dirty looking washing place in the corner of it. We don’t find that the younger branches of the aristocracy make bad curates, because they have once enjoyed the luxuries of a wealthy home. Altogether, the College, thought containing much that is pretty, and to some people striking, appears to be the work of second rate heads.

[16th August] The next morning returned to London, and went with Henry Sewell to Hampton Court, which we agreed would do uncommonly well for a College, though we did not profess to see any chance of St Peter’s being established there. Had a great deal of talk about Colleges, and law, and punishment, and got back very much fagged.

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